So many things i wanna be which i can't.
So much i wanna know which i doubt i ever will.

Why are we capable of finding flaws in perfection,
seeking fault with the truth? I still believe that no one is in the position to judge what is right or wrong because we live in a world of perceptions. Black and white doesn't exist, only gray.

CRAZY CRAZY WEEK.
Dinners, function, swissotel, partying, bbq.
My freaking dark eye circles makes me scream when i look at myself in the mirror. Amount of sleep i had for the past few days is pathetic. Too much alcohol for the past few weeks and reaching my limit yesterday almost killed me. Taking a break.............till 13th dec! Qing, aren't you excited? =)

For today's party,
BIG thank you to all who came and brought food, made the effort to dress up!
Especially to JACQUELINE KOH ( sucha sweet darling for buying me cute headgears and preparing all the decorations!) TAN PEIXUAN (coordinating the guests, getting dragged by me to party. haha) TO ALL WHO CAME, despite the unique combination, location etc etc. Thanks for being a part of it and making it possible and for the ultra-cute present! I know i was a really really bad 'host', pardon me but i hope all of you had fun or good food at least. =)

People with pictures post on fb or send to me!

Baby's 21st party on saturday was awesome!
Haven't had so much fun in a really long while.
Pre-party px and i got addicted to Wii and started going crazy spinning some hula hoops! and we managed to start the fire and boy were we proud of ourselves for this virgin success. Couldn't entertain the babes while working it out at the pit, sorry girls...........you know i love you =)

food, sabotaging of bday boy,photos, cake-cutting then it was a mad rush down to dbl 0.
the girls had quite abit to drink at the party already(i suspect they polish the entire bottle of gin & even licked it dry) but we had another 2 bottles of whiskey. It was crazy....almost everyone went mad with all the unbelievable antics. HUGS to my girlfriends and baby for the wonderful day! Pictures in fb, pre-party pics below.

Simple pleasures make me smile.
Crazy nights carries all troubles away.

I feel her reading her blog, but i don't want to experience what she's going through, ever. The entries made me cry buckets, what about her, she who has to go through the pain of losing the one she loved so abruptly when they're both supposed to be living the time of their lives. Be strong girl, and i know you already are. I don't think i can ever handle it like you're doing now if it happens to me.

End of exams but can't really cheer because results will be the real test. Just gonna be living life up the way a unruly and immature teen would be.

The world is a very weird place.
the things that happens never fails to surprise me.
If only one day we can all be comfortable in our own skin,
stop pursuing ideals to please the world and leave ourselves behind.
To the times humans began to exist and everyone walked around stark naked without a care in the world not having to fear if anyone's staring at their leopard print shirt or if their 300 bucks jeans has been seen by the half the universe. Join the back to basics evolution! Stay true, go bare.

For the first time ever, i went to soak up the halloween spirit.
Nothing much though, besides having Jack Sparrow, angels and mad scientists dancing along to the music and the seriously looongggggg queue!! I can't imagine how it must be like for those prettily dressed folks, perspiring like mad with their costumes on. I think i had too much to drink and embarrassed myself way too much in front of people whom i had met for the very first time.




I feel my life's gonna change, there's never been so much going on. No doubt we're all very realistic people though it sucks to know the truth.