Monday, February 27, 2006

the unavoidable

its not the first time we quarrelled, nor the second or the third nor.......
i've lost count but still i'm not used to quarrelling. it comes in a package in a relationship and its the worst thing to be included. its alot of hard work when u put two different individuals together, in the end we all just want it to never end. its exhausting but i'm not giving up.

everything's fine now but like him, i hate this repetitive process. blame it on the similarity of our personalities. we're still at our learning stage...9 months and counting, we'll make it better with each step we take =)

girls should learn to talk less and guys should learn to listen more. haha. i love u!

Friday, February 24, 2006

OVER

the subject says it all. its OVER! shall not brood over the results for now. went out with the girls to billy bombers and over to esplanade's roof terrace. had a really good time! so much laughter and thoughts shared. now i need a job to fill my holidays and my pocket! praying hard i'll pass all my modules...

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

fear factor - exams!

3 down 1 more to go!!! i risked my hands for POM today. hahas. wrote and wrote and wrote....but still high chance of doing badly. but whatever..its over! hopefully all the last min mugging will get me at least a pass. i dun wanna come back for supplementary paper during the holidays..hell no! macroeconomics on friday and....woot! and i need a job for the holidays! available from 27/02/06 preferably 6/hr and above... haha...give me a tinkle if u've got any. especially annabel lim! got a whole load of lobang the other time...remember hor! =D

Sunday, February 19, 2006

system down

sick. sick. sick.
tomorrow's the start of exams!! how?
feeling so urgh.

Thursday, February 16, 2006

fetish for attention?

what would it take for you to set eyes lookin at you? its really amazing to see the things ppl will do to capture the attention of others. crying works pretty well, esp if u want to look like a lost kid in the mall...its guaranteed to set eyes looking. as we progress on u'll be amazed to see the kinda things ppl will do to get attention. it might not be a bad thing afterall but some really try too hard. once in awhile and maybe we ourselves do realise it, u'll get to hear comments that htm students enjoy being showered with attention if not why do they love presentations and voicing their opinions so much even when its not needed. I dunno what i'm driving at now...got bowled over by the moon and possibly rattling nonsense now but one thing clear in my mind is i hate attention seekers who thrive on the sympathies of others. act like the damsel in distress or like u're being bullied when u're obivously in the wrong. get a life


9 months down in htm. the path i've been wishing for since 15, everything's pretty on the surface, course related modules which i enjoy maybe the occasional bus stats and econs which pisses me off, all else seems fine. fellow course mates, dun dig me if u happen to read this and disagree with what i'm gonna say, its purely just my opinion. i feel there's a whole lot of hypocrisy beneath this beautiful picture. the competition's so strong and the urge to emerge as the best seems so important that you no longer hold the trust. public relations....yes...to maintain good ties with all your course mates cos u never know who u're gonna work with in future. this reality, so long known to me but makes me hate myself for doing so sometimes. my best consolation? amidst all these, true friendship still exists. i love the girls, they are the ones who wont smile at you then stab you in the back. they'll not try to beat you at every tests, exams,project but instead lend you a helping hand. you girls know who u are...and i believe u're here to stay. prove me right =)

just a post so random

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

once again

a blog...after so long! it's one of my valentine's gift from him =) yesterday was a simple affair but i enjoyed it through and through! he did a D-I-Y frame for the puzzle we did together last time, a photo frame with his picture,the same heart-shaped rocher chocs i got for him and of cos this blog. i loved every one of it!

went back tp to study today..still not really in the mood yet but do i have a choice if i wanna pass all my modules? sick and studying doesnt go together too...it always happen when my examinations are near..just my luck i suppose!