they say never judge a book by its cover

how apt it is for me.
thinking a tad too much now
but this is just me i guess.

it is hard to move from one phase of life to another...but at certain junctures it gets harder than the others. god is putting me through a test now to make me grow up. but i know i have not and the kid in me still lives. i wonder what would have happened to me if i had no one to control me and no one that i'm accountable for. life's getting harder and i hate it. no one told me growing up was going to be this hard..