i feel damn insecure now.
i hate it when my reserves in the bank are running low and u dun even know if u can survive through the days out, the no. of birthday dinners in the coming month and not even being able to get my phone anymore.i dun even own a phone now...the one i'm holding its not even mine.

the worse thing is, no one understands. when i say broke it doesnt mean i cant afford abalone so i gotta settle for lobster. i may have enough for meals and all but its just not gonna bring me thru the months to come....
screw everything...