fetish for attention?

what would it take for you to set eyes lookin at you? its really amazing to see the things ppl will do to capture the attention of others. crying works pretty well, esp if u want to look like a lost kid in the mall...its guaranteed to set eyes looking. as we progress on u'll be amazed to see the kinda things ppl will do to get attention. it might not be a bad thing afterall but some really try too hard. once in awhile and maybe we ourselves do realise it, u'll get to hear comments that htm students enjoy being showered with attention if not why do they love presentations and voicing their opinions so much even when its not needed. I dunno what i'm driving at now...got bowled over by the moon and possibly rattling nonsense now but one thing clear in my mind is i hate attention seekers who thrive on the sympathies of others. act like the damsel in distress or like u're being bullied when u're obivously in the wrong. get a life


9 months down in htm. the path i've been wishing for since 15, everything's pretty on the surface, course related modules which i enjoy maybe the occasional bus stats and econs which pisses me off, all else seems fine. fellow course mates, dun dig me if u happen to read this and disagree with what i'm gonna say, its purely just my opinion. i feel there's a whole lot of hypocrisy beneath this beautiful picture. the competition's so strong and the urge to emerge as the best seems so important that you no longer hold the trust. public relations....yes...to maintain good ties with all your course mates cos u never know who u're gonna work with in future. this reality, so long known to me but makes me hate myself for doing so sometimes. my best consolation? amidst all these, true friendship still exists. i love the girls, they are the ones who wont smile at you then stab you in the back. they'll not try to beat you at every tests, exams,project but instead lend you a helping hand. you girls know who u are...and i believe u're here to stay. prove me right =)

just a post so random