bad days

my friends have noticed the recent streak of deaths so have i. its amazingly scary from the number of people passing on i've heard recently.its always like that before the lunar 7th month. sometimes u really gotta believe that someone lives this other world which we cant see or feel.


van cheer up alright! i'm bad at comforting people...feel so useless just keeping quiet. smile smile! 2 more weeks and all our projs are gone! i've got this feeling something's gonna happen....good or bad i dunno...but its gonna be interesting...haa

i hate mondays...another 5 days without baby. can't wait for the weekends to come and do some shopping! ;)

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it was a tough fight to keep the relationship afloat. friends trouble and everything....it was tough to put on a strong front.. when in my mind i had to fight 2 battles...had to coax one side and tackle the other. dealing with emotions while fighting my own war on the other end. a near break up and a thinning friendship..i really dunno how long more i can stay alive. i'm hiding behind a smiling mask, with the overflowing tears. its too much for everybody to handle but somehow we have to, give and take...someone has to give more, thats what sparks a beautiful relationship which u'll never live to regret.


the union of imperfect humans causes a rift, but only you, the imperfect one can make it perfect.
i really want everything to be alright. friends, love. it doesnt matter if i have a million projs awaiting me, or tests that i'm gonna fail. i just wanna perfect this human relationship. i wished i was a goldfish, dumb and forgetful.


i love u guys, i just don't want anything to go wrong. my pride stops me from saying it but i mean it with all my heart

fatigue and muscle aches

projects and dinner&dance is driving me crazy. i just hate it when people simply dun understand i'm BUSY and not that i'm not willing to fork out some time for projects that are equally important. dun assume i din try my best but i'm really busy and tied up by a gazillion things!


deployment at luge yesterday was damn tiring. scorching hot sun and a chipped nail with dripping blood....what can get worse. my body is aching so much i cant bend properly...i'll never want to be at the conveyor belt again...i just suck at it. i love weekends now...back at sch there's no life at all...everyday we're staying till 8 to do projects and night-time at Sentosa is damn scary, with the merlion's green eyes! i miss all my friends....we've got no time to meet up during the sch term at all. I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!