pondering over the way i'm leading my life now...
are all the decisions i made right, or will i regret it in future?
and school's not really my cup of tea now.
its just semester after semester of bitching, backstabbing
and endless killer projects.

i've learnt many life lessons in htm nonetheless.
mr lee was my saviour,i'm full of gratitude for him.
not for helping me to pull up my grade,
but for believing in me and doing his best to help me.
it feels really nice to have someone who barely knows
you beyond your full name to have so much trust in you.
he taught me a lesson that i'll bring to my grave.

its been quite awhile since i blogged..had stayovers, birthdays celebrated and school started!! i'll let pictures do the talking..

i'm progressing into a new stage in life. where nothing else really matters besides my family, loved ones and close friends. my only concern now is uni education. for now, i've decided where to head to after poly already, whats left is to discuss with my parents and find out their financial status. i thought i still had alot of time..but not when i actually when to find out more about the courses. if all goes well, and i complete my diploma as planned, i'll be in uni next june. i cant believe time is running out so fast.


to the people who judged me without knowing me, really, time is precious. do not spend time fretting over things and people u barely know, mapping out your future is really so much more important. i din realise it until now, so dun commit the same mistake as me. truth from my heart, i've never disliked you nor spoken ill about you. don't make things difficult for my friend alright? we're all just living in this world, trying to make it a better place for the ones we truly care about. i'll go about leading my own life, and you yours. i wish that whatever your dreams are will come true and that your future will be a bright one. treasure the ones u care about before u lose them ok? she's a friend to keep for life.

st james was fun in a weird way. started off with me, bel and baby not even wanting to go, but we ended up enjoying ourselves even with the weird music playing. larger than life was blasting away at st james. can u believe it? that was like my primary sch favourite song and how long has it been? we had more than 25 free drinks combined and we din even used up all and me and bel got high. all thanks to tequila pop!

work at the harvey norman warehouse sale was crap. the workplace was practically a pasar malam, complete with red and white striped tentage and damn bloody hot. dun mention some of the people working there..now i know education is so important!

its been pretty long since i blogged.
after too much loud music and booze,
i fell pretty sick. down with viral fever.
once i recovered i had a 4 day work assignment
and i'm back again!

my days were well spent, minus the bloody virus
and a better week to come!
breakfast tmrw with jac and co.
dinner with qing, van and jean on tues
and my 'chalet' from wed to fri!
i love love love my holidays :)

i just gave up a trip to xiamen, dunno if it was a right decision.
well, it will help my parents save a sum of money
and freedom for 6 days.
and i've heard so much bout china's toilet. i guess that was a major factor

it was nice to see janice and jasmine after so long.
superdog was yummy, and gossips were juicy. haha
annabel your present will come soon k. sorry!


i think the pussycat dolls are hot
most of the female celebrities that i like are those whom woman hate but man adore.
like fiona xie & britney
i have a thing for nice cleavage
i think i might be gay.
tell me how?

4 days of IT fair over

the bad:

stupid money crazy bitch/fellow salesperson
bloody uncle who say i dunno anything
10 mins lunch break
10 hours of standing
getting claustrophobic with hardly any standing or breathing space

the good:

pretty and nice supervisor
friendly colleagues except for the bitch
nice and chatty customers
job offers
getting to work with baby again
the pay



thank you those lovelies who dropped by to find me and those who bought from me! Teckwei and an ex-colleague from the airport. 4 days of hard work its taking its toil on me...having constant tummy aches...i still need jobs for the rest of my holiday!

on another note, Happy Birthday Annabel! dinner tomorrow with the newtown peeps =)
and Happy 22nd month Anniversay Baby. loves

i think at 19 i'm still not savvy enough but old enough to have the freedom to do the things i like. and not be restricted like i'm still in secondary school. hello, this only pulls us further not closer. and your other 3 darling daughters have been through my phase just not within what your eyes can see because they were more than a 1000 miles away in england and australia. so please give me my long awaited freedom and respect. if i fall i can only blame myself and thats the only way i can learn. i'm learning to grow up, don't stop me.



i'm fcukin pissed now...
the only thing that went right was,
i finally got to tan!!
i'm bloody red now and...
i'm damn hot (think paris..haha)
i hate my freakin fair skin cos it makes me look like a pig
BAI BAI PANG PANG
screw the pigs...i'm not fair anymore! at least for NOW! haha
i look like roasted pork though...
and i wish ugly betty will make ugly the next in thing
den i can smurk at all the pretty girls and tell them
I'm hot..and you're NOT!

the heat and anger is getting me pretty screwed up...goodnight world

exams are finally over as of 20/08/07 2100hrs

i dun feel happy because screwed up today's papers but i'm relieved.
the boy is sick with temperatures going as high as 39.2 and it keeps fluctuating, which the doc says might be dengue. i once had suspected dengue and when through the pain of continuous blood tests, i dun want him to go through that. my sis and mum was hospitalised because of dengue and i dun want that to happen to anyone close to me anymore! i hate the smell of the hospital, i hate to see needles poking into their fragile skin. so you please get well soon and stop that stupid fever! its not gonna be dengue...it'll just be viral fever right? faster recover so i can enjoy my holidays with you!

i need a job. anybody with any kang tao please msg me! hahaha

i love cny
because of the....
ba kwas
pineapple tarts
gambling
pretty clothes


and most importantly....ang baos!

this year's pretty good. i am not gonna let the upcoming exams dampen my mood!

My surprise from baby 15 mins ago... =)




make-up pouch




the hidden treasures inside




he lied to me that he did not get anything for me for valentines. ended up he got a belated surprise for me. i am uber touched he actually went to 'research' on different cosmetic brands and remembered what i briefly mentioned i wanted to buy. i have to dedicate this post to him as a compensation for the miserly presents i got for him...sorry baby...i promise to do better next time! =) i love the bag, make-up pouch, mascara and everything! This entry is for you! love u loads and everyday is valentines...point proven right? :)

i got the cute martina pink straw bag!
my sister said its nice..which is so rare! haha
thanks baby...=)

and i spent so much recently on unnecessary stuffs...i mustered the courage to check my account balance just now and my fears have come true..i'm so dead. i need to ' sell backside' after exams to earn back the money! LOL.

this new year din start very well. hopefully the LUNAR new year is my lucky year. i'm feelin ultra happy about end of school term and chinese new year! reunion dinner's on friday and red packets :) :) :)
shoo final year examinations and bad coursework grades. go and be gone with the wind

happy belated valentines to all!
and i love love love my loot and baby!

we've not quarrelled for 3 full days. FINALLY :)
thanks to jac i had discount at selfridge,topshop and alot more.
and we went on a mad mad spree!
total damage done to my wallet? it was empty at the end of the day. and i am so broke now i can barely afford pearl milk tea from sweetalk.
and we ran away from women's secret after reserving our lingerie because we were too broke. so embarrassing!

payed eileen a visit at Central, the new shopping centre at clarke quay. cant imagine she's just around my age and she is managing her own store. really wanted to get more things there but there were not much things that i would use. sorry eileen! i'll spread the word around to get people to your shop!

cant wait for each and everyday to pass by quickly! :)

its been 2 years. dun walk away and pretend you never did see me. we should be matured enough to put the past behind us and talk like friends again. well, i guess i don't understand you and never will.

dinner at imperial treasure with ex-colleagues. the food is yum but the mango pudding still can never beat crystal jade's. and i've grown FAT FAT FAT!!!! reality check done and i need to lose wait soon...no IMMEDIATELY! binghui has discount and i wanna buy crocs. so weird that i wanna buy....but the mary janes are kinda cute! but i'll only get it if he can get the price of thirty bucks or less.

poof. i have grown fatter :(

Emmanuel Hon! Han Jia Jun!

see...i'm blogging about you now. don't complain i didn't!
shopping with you has never been more fun..i'm training you to become a shopaholic like me and sunday was like a dream come true! school's been kinda slack this week with MICE tutorials cancelled!

Wednesday is dinner with my primary school best friend and i cant wait! We have not gone out with each other like 4 years? So much to update her about on my life and also to hear hers..and i am seriously excited, euphoric.....the list goes on. All i can say is i miss the girl like mad even though we don't contact each other at all for like years on stretch. =) =) =)

A series of weird events
A very bewildered me
And that is so yesterday.....




when smiles were god-given










Stone Sour - Through Glass


I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Oh, God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel?
That is the question
But I forget
You don't expect an easy answer

When something like a soul
Becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect the bitter folks
And while your outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what your staring at is me

Cause' I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
All I know is that it feels like forever
And no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real
So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
And if that came from the heart
It never did, right from the start
Just listen to the noises(Now I'm more, instead of voices)

Before You tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Now all I know is that feels like forever
And no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

Cause' I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Now all I know is that it feels like forever
And no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars... the stars... that shine for you
And it's the stars... the stars... that lie to you

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Oh, God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

Cause' I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars... the stars... that shine for you
And it's the stars... the stars... that lie to you
And it's the stars... the stars... that shine for you
And it's the stars... the stars... that lie to you

Oh, when the stars... Oh, when the stars... they lie

celebrated van's birthday yesterday.
HAPP Y 20th BIRTHDAY MY DEAR GIRL
i hope you enjoyed your day! and the presents!

Cuba Libra
excellent service
good food
hot waiters

it was a enjoyable experience there..its at clarke quay, opposite the other entrance of MoS. near the stretch of seesha restaurants. Go try but the price ranges about $30/pax after gst if you do not order any cocktails.



supression of emotions is driving me crazy. you feel every little thing changing but u're in a position not to mention how you feel if not your world will crumble.there are things you know but cant clear your doubts and you just have to keep quiet and pretend everything is really alright. You cant fight back crticisms about your actions because you know you're not strong enough. There's this person you can confide in but there's nothing the person can do to help you too because it'll turn everybody's world topsy-turvy.

This is when i dun wanna ever grow up....

2007 has gone on pretty smoothly for now.
i wonder how long it'll take before waves hit the shores
small pretty waves. not the man-eating kinda waves!
u should know how boring my life is getting with
the crappy and nonsensical stuffs i've been typing.

bit by bit, my emotion's fading away. nothing bothers me too much anymore. i just wanna blend into the background and fade away.
goodbye world

welcome to a bombastic 2007 :)


i welcomed 2007 by watching prison break and drinking a lil vodka. different from past years, but most enjoyable yet. i guess the company really is important.

no resolutions this year but baby and i said we're gonna start exercising..prepare for napfa. haha! tml or rather today will be our first! hopefully we get our lazy butts working....mummy says i've gained weight and i can feel it!

2007's supposed to be a good year for me as i've heard a year ago...hopefully its true..because i've been waiting so long for 2007 to come....

i got my life back at 5.30 pm
before that i was sleeping my life away on christmas day!

jac called me to acc her to the clinic, den i called bel too. den my coussie eddie did not forget what we said! he and kok msged me to go for dinner. so ended up it became a ntss gathering. we were gluttons man! first we went to eat at tang shui cafe, den after alot of laughter we headed to Spize for more food and drinks. even the guys surrendered...imagine the amount of food we had...but it was great catching up and laughing at each other. its been long since i had such an impromptu meet-up.

merry christmas world :)