watched blades of glory today
pretty funny with all the dirty humour.
booked pirates for wed!! sneak preview =)
all the SALE SALE SALE was driving me nuts!
but the crowd? terrible!
ended up at the libray
and lugged a pile of books home.


i want my pretty dkny watch!
and did i mention,
i love pretty nails now.
dear szemin painted it for me
in a nice bitchy red.hahas
i need my fornightly manicure
van we'll do it tgt real soon alright?

the interview yesterday was alright.
the air smelled of intense competition
i hope i dun have to whip out plan B
i can only keep my fingers crossed!

i hope for the best,
but prepare for the worst.
so what am i
an optimistic pessimist?
or pessimistic optimist?
just pray for the best
but get the back-up plan ready.

its a cat eat cat world out in where i 'roam'
maybe no one will get it...haha ;)

730 days together

thank you for the beautiful day baby!
i know i'm insecure. but i just wanna be accepted..i'm sure u understand right? i nearly spoilt the day..i'm sorry.

everything was really nice today. lunch, movie, dinner,desserts.
dinner was really unexpected. u got me there baby.
i'm really really happy




cable car to mt faber


random photo at cinema


dim sum


good food+sea = orgasmic


lovelove


yummy


cookie love =)


nice


cheesy shot


cheers to our day


star on car


big mouth-ed monster


breathtaking

new baby's coming along next week
excited over the cute lil thing
but the crying - NOT
pray for me
pray that...
i dun have to type anymore
cover letters!

life just got a little more exciting...

2 more hours and we'll be 2! cant wait for the celebration tomorrow *big grin*

still getting into the hang of school life
i think my classmates are pretty nice

I AM SCARED!
i hope at least i get through to the interviews?
i think my chances are LOW

oh..and i forgot!
i found out that szemin
is only receptive to words in colours.
she will only study words that she highlight

i think its so funny.

pondering over the way i'm leading my life now...
are all the decisions i made right, or will i regret it in future?
and school's not really my cup of tea now.
its just semester after semester of bitching, backstabbing
and endless killer projects.

i've learnt many life lessons in htm nonetheless.
mr lee was my saviour,i'm full of gratitude for him.
not for helping me to pull up my grade,
but for believing in me and doing his best to help me.
it feels really nice to have someone who barely knows
you beyond your full name to have so much trust in you.
he taught me a lesson that i'll bring to my grave.

its been quite awhile since i blogged..had stayovers, birthdays celebrated and school started!! i'll let pictures do the talking..

i'm progressing into a new stage in life. where nothing else really matters besides my family, loved ones and close friends. my only concern now is uni education. for now, i've decided where to head to after poly already, whats left is to discuss with my parents and find out their financial status. i thought i still had alot of time..but not when i actually when to find out more about the courses. if all goes well, and i complete my diploma as planned, i'll be in uni next june. i cant believe time is running out so fast.


to the people who judged me without knowing me, really, time is precious. do not spend time fretting over things and people u barely know, mapping out your future is really so much more important. i din realise it until now, so dun commit the same mistake as me. truth from my heart, i've never disliked you nor spoken ill about you. don't make things difficult for my friend alright? we're all just living in this world, trying to make it a better place for the ones we truly care about. i'll go about leading my own life, and you yours. i wish that whatever your dreams are will come true and that your future will be a bright one. treasure the ones u care about before u lose them ok? she's a friend to keep for life.

st james was fun in a weird way. started off with me, bel and baby not even wanting to go, but we ended up enjoying ourselves even with the weird music playing. larger than life was blasting away at st james. can u believe it? that was like my primary sch favourite song and how long has it been? we had more than 25 free drinks combined and we din even used up all and me and bel got high. all thanks to tequila pop!

work at the harvey norman warehouse sale was crap. the workplace was practically a pasar malam, complete with red and white striped tentage and damn bloody hot. dun mention some of the people working there..now i know education is so important!

its been pretty long since i blogged.
after too much loud music and booze,
i fell pretty sick. down with viral fever.
once i recovered i had a 4 day work assignment
and i'm back again!

my days were well spent, minus the bloody virus
and a better week to come!
breakfast tmrw with jac and co.
dinner with qing, van and jean on tues
and my 'chalet' from wed to fri!
i love love love my holidays :)

i just gave up a trip to xiamen, dunno if it was a right decision.
well, it will help my parents save a sum of money
and freedom for 6 days.
and i've heard so much bout china's toilet. i guess that was a major factor

it was nice to see janice and jasmine after so long.
superdog was yummy, and gossips were juicy. haha
annabel your present will come soon k. sorry!


i think the pussycat dolls are hot
most of the female celebrities that i like are those whom woman hate but man adore.
like fiona xie & britney
i have a thing for nice cleavage
i think i might be gay.
tell me how?

4 days of IT fair over

the bad:

stupid money crazy bitch/fellow salesperson
bloody uncle who say i dunno anything
10 mins lunch break
10 hours of standing
getting claustrophobic with hardly any standing or breathing space

the good:

pretty and nice supervisor
friendly colleagues except for the bitch
nice and chatty customers
job offers
getting to work with baby again
the pay



thank you those lovelies who dropped by to find me and those who bought from me! Teckwei and an ex-colleague from the airport. 4 days of hard work its taking its toil on me...having constant tummy aches...i still need jobs for the rest of my holiday!

on another note, Happy Birthday Annabel! dinner tomorrow with the newtown peeps =)
and Happy 22nd month Anniversay Baby. loves

i think at 19 i'm still not savvy enough but old enough to have the freedom to do the things i like. and not be restricted like i'm still in secondary school. hello, this only pulls us further not closer. and your other 3 darling daughters have been through my phase just not within what your eyes can see because they were more than a 1000 miles away in england and australia. so please give me my long awaited freedom and respect. if i fall i can only blame myself and thats the only way i can learn. i'm learning to grow up, don't stop me.



i'm fcukin pissed now...
the only thing that went right was,
i finally got to tan!!
i'm bloody red now and...
i'm damn hot (think paris..haha)
i hate my freakin fair skin cos it makes me look like a pig
BAI BAI PANG PANG
screw the pigs...i'm not fair anymore! at least for NOW! haha
i look like roasted pork though...
and i wish ugly betty will make ugly the next in thing
den i can smurk at all the pretty girls and tell them
I'm hot..and you're NOT!

the heat and anger is getting me pretty screwed up...goodnight world

exams are finally over as of 20/08/07 2100hrs

i dun feel happy because screwed up today's papers but i'm relieved.
the boy is sick with temperatures going as high as 39.2 and it keeps fluctuating, which the doc says might be dengue. i once had suspected dengue and when through the pain of continuous blood tests, i dun want him to go through that. my sis and mum was hospitalised because of dengue and i dun want that to happen to anyone close to me anymore! i hate the smell of the hospital, i hate to see needles poking into their fragile skin. so you please get well soon and stop that stupid fever! its not gonna be dengue...it'll just be viral fever right? faster recover so i can enjoy my holidays with you!

i need a job. anybody with any kang tao please msg me! hahaha

i love cny
because of the....
ba kwas
pineapple tarts
gambling
pretty clothes


and most importantly....ang baos!

this year's pretty good. i am not gonna let the upcoming exams dampen my mood!

My surprise from baby 15 mins ago... =)




make-up pouch




the hidden treasures inside




he lied to me that he did not get anything for me for valentines. ended up he got a belated surprise for me. i am uber touched he actually went to 'research' on different cosmetic brands and remembered what i briefly mentioned i wanted to buy. i have to dedicate this post to him as a compensation for the miserly presents i got for him...sorry baby...i promise to do better next time! =) i love the bag, make-up pouch, mascara and everything! This entry is for you! love u loads and everyday is valentines...point proven right? :)

i got the cute martina pink straw bag!
my sister said its nice..which is so rare! haha
thanks baby...=)

and i spent so much recently on unnecessary stuffs...i mustered the courage to check my account balance just now and my fears have come true..i'm so dead. i need to ' sell backside' after exams to earn back the money! LOL.

this new year din start very well. hopefully the LUNAR new year is my lucky year. i'm feelin ultra happy about end of school term and chinese new year! reunion dinner's on friday and red packets :) :) :)
shoo final year examinations and bad coursework grades. go and be gone with the wind

happy belated valentines to all!
and i love love love my loot and baby!

we've not quarrelled for 3 full days. FINALLY :)
thanks to jac i had discount at selfridge,topshop and alot more.
and we went on a mad mad spree!
total damage done to my wallet? it was empty at the end of the day. and i am so broke now i can barely afford pearl milk tea from sweetalk.
and we ran away from women's secret after reserving our lingerie because we were too broke. so embarrassing!

payed eileen a visit at Central, the new shopping centre at clarke quay. cant imagine she's just around my age and she is managing her own store. really wanted to get more things there but there were not much things that i would use. sorry eileen! i'll spread the word around to get people to your shop!

cant wait for each and everyday to pass by quickly! :)

its been 2 years. dun walk away and pretend you never did see me. we should be matured enough to put the past behind us and talk like friends again. well, i guess i don't understand you and never will.

dinner at imperial treasure with ex-colleagues. the food is yum but the mango pudding still can never beat crystal jade's. and i've grown FAT FAT FAT!!!! reality check done and i need to lose wait soon...no IMMEDIATELY! binghui has discount and i wanna buy crocs. so weird that i wanna buy....but the mary janes are kinda cute! but i'll only get it if he can get the price of thirty bucks or less.

poof. i have grown fatter :(

Emmanuel Hon! Han Jia Jun!

see...i'm blogging about you now. don't complain i didn't!
shopping with you has never been more fun..i'm training you to become a shopaholic like me and sunday was like a dream come true! school's been kinda slack this week with MICE tutorials cancelled!

Wednesday is dinner with my primary school best friend and i cant wait! We have not gone out with each other like 4 years? So much to update her about on my life and also to hear hers..and i am seriously excited, euphoric.....the list goes on. All i can say is i miss the girl like mad even though we don't contact each other at all for like years on stretch. =) =) =)

A series of weird events
A very bewildered me
And that is so yesterday.....




when smiles were god-given










Stone Sour - Through Glass


I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Oh, God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel?
That is the question
But I forget
You don't expect an easy answer

When something like a soul
Becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect the bitter folks
And while your outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what your staring at is me

Cause' I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
All I know is that it feels like forever
And no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real
So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
And if that came from the heart
It never did, right from the start
Just listen to the noises(Now I'm more, instead of voices)

Before You tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Now all I know is that feels like forever
And no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

Cause' I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Now all I know is that it feels like forever
And no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars... the stars... that shine for you
And it's the stars... the stars... that lie to you

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Oh, God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

Cause' I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars... the stars... that shine for you
And it's the stars... the stars... that lie to you
And it's the stars... the stars... that shine for you
And it's the stars... the stars... that lie to you

Oh, when the stars... Oh, when the stars... they lie

celebrated van's birthday yesterday.
HAPP Y 20th BIRTHDAY MY DEAR GIRL
i hope you enjoyed your day! and the presents!

Cuba Libra
excellent service
good food
hot waiters

it was a enjoyable experience there..its at clarke quay, opposite the other entrance of MoS. near the stretch of seesha restaurants. Go try but the price ranges about $30/pax after gst if you do not order any cocktails.



supression of emotions is driving me crazy. you feel every little thing changing but u're in a position not to mention how you feel if not your world will crumble.there are things you know but cant clear your doubts and you just have to keep quiet and pretend everything is really alright. You cant fight back crticisms about your actions because you know you're not strong enough. There's this person you can confide in but there's nothing the person can do to help you too because it'll turn everybody's world topsy-turvy.

This is when i dun wanna ever grow up....

2007 has gone on pretty smoothly for now.
i wonder how long it'll take before waves hit the shores
small pretty waves. not the man-eating kinda waves!
u should know how boring my life is getting with
the crappy and nonsensical stuffs i've been typing.

bit by bit, my emotion's fading away. nothing bothers me too much anymore. i just wanna blend into the background and fade away.
goodbye world

welcome to a bombastic 2007 :)


i welcomed 2007 by watching prison break and drinking a lil vodka. different from past years, but most enjoyable yet. i guess the company really is important.

no resolutions this year but baby and i said we're gonna start exercising..prepare for napfa. haha! tml or rather today will be our first! hopefully we get our lazy butts working....mummy says i've gained weight and i can feel it!

2007's supposed to be a good year for me as i've heard a year ago...hopefully its true..because i've been waiting so long for 2007 to come....

i got my life back at 5.30 pm
before that i was sleeping my life away on christmas day!

jac called me to acc her to the clinic, den i called bel too. den my coussie eddie did not forget what we said! he and kok msged me to go for dinner. so ended up it became a ntss gathering. we were gluttons man! first we went to eat at tang shui cafe, den after alot of laughter we headed to Spize for more food and drinks. even the guys surrendered...imagine the amount of food we had...but it was great catching up and laughing at each other. its been long since i had such an impromptu meet-up.

merry christmas world :)

i'm dreaming of a lovely christmas....



no hunny, no christmas
i'm so rotting at home i feel like a no-lifer!
what the hell am i doing at home on christmas!?
hopefully eddie or jacqueline calls me later to go jalan!

my dear emmanuel is enjoying himself in bali golfing,swimming,snorkeling,tanning =(

this holiday has been great so far
maybe not fantabulous, but i'm appropriately occupied
and having quite a bit of fun.

shopping
partying
hanging out with np pals at swissotel
spending quality time with my loved ones
and more meeting up with all my lovelies

though christmas will not be a blast without any parties, countdown and baby, i just hope everyone that i love will be happy and alive. been thinkin alot about death..must be the stupid rain that caused all these gloomy-ness! so stay ALIVE people..lol

christmas season
a time to spend with ur loved ones

where will my love be?


wishing...
praying....
hoping....

that one day u'll be by my side.
to exchange presents
eat turkey
sing christmas songs
and just snuggle in the joyous occasion

i'm so loving the holidays with all the fun!

prata
gossiping
laughing
shopping and more shopping!

van's such a sweet lil' thing to talk to!

jean's ever so cute with her antics.potential loner, lesbian..yada yada.lol!

xiaoqing's ever fun-lovin!!

chelsea's a good gossip and shopping buddy!

baby's still as sweet and we're having so much fun talkin bout random stuffs.

i'm lovin the holidays

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANG XIAOQING!
its 21 mins past ur birthday..but hope u had fun with us...and enjoyed ur birthday

sat at mac and she was touched to tears by the gifts.
made her do stupid stuffs..lol.
ate at manhattan
surprised her with the cake.
went mos


that sums up our celebration with her..sorry for the glitches..hope u liked the gifts! love u girl =)

just finished ms wang's birthday card! meeting the girls in 3 hour's time to celebrate wang xiaoqing's birthday! printed so much ugly photos put..gotta throw them all away...i'm really not an arts person..just a little of pasting and i feel like dying! haha...qing u better like the card!

Heritage trail

back again after fighting a battle with the 50-page long facilities mgt/lodging project. and no, projects are not over. i'm just giving myself and unofficial break.

mgt accounting paper coming up on monday and i think i'm quite screwed. today was a day off from school and i can finally go shopping! went to walk around bugis with chelsea and van. den went off to meet baby. finally watch the entire high school musical! call me slow...u all have already watched it like 5 times? haha...but it was nice..i still get the goosebumps hearing them sing durin the callback audition. The long overdue photos are finally here....

My 18th birthday

this is killing me
i'm so close to breaking down from all the workload
all the late nights and early class
every night i'm close to tears
i dunno if i'm on the right track
and i'm afraid there's insufficient time

sometimes u just feel like running away from it all...

i just witnessed an accident....

the car screeching sound
the scream
the body lying on the floor
the trail of blood
the mother's plea for help

i'm still in shock...the images keep playing in my head

humans can be so hard to comprehend.
you dunno if they treat you as a friend, an enemy or simply cant be bothered to want to know you better.

more updates when i get the pictures. i'm so tired with the endless short nights i'm having.

12 Nov
18 months of happiness! Dinner....blah blah blah. i love him!

17 Nov
Dinner with the newtown pals at vil'age. xinyi, jac and yihui came despite having to study for their a levels. i'm uber touched!








the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment. birthdays just don't seem that great anymore. emo-ness always bugs me during supposedly happy occasions.

after hearing what mr lee said...i'm having second thoughts. will see how it goes on jean's side...back to celebrating adulthood! =)

busy busy week!

i wanna eat awfully chocolate's cake!! dark chocolate with dark fudge. they have the best chocolate cakes ever. simple shops, simple website, awfully delicious cakes!

www.awfullychocolate.com

i feel damn insecure now.
i hate it when my reserves in the bank are running low and u dun even know if u can survive through the days out, the no. of birthday dinners in the coming month and not even being able to get my phone anymore.i dun even own a phone now...the one i'm holding its not even mine.

the worse thing is, no one understands. when i say broke it doesnt mean i cant afford abalone so i gotta settle for lobster. i may have enough for meals and all but its just not gonna bring me thru the months to come....
screw everything...

one week of sch has started. like what van said, its like jet lag. still in the holiday mood..haven woken up from it.

met up with eddie and bel on thursday like finally! eddie was so nice he treated us to dinner and dessert...and knowing i wanted to eat jap he agreed =) me and bel interrograted him and until he told us more bout his new girlfriend. i'm so happy for him...though we were never really close, we never did had long chats, or hung out often but we're still close friends that still care bout each other and remember important dates like birthdays. all the best to you and your 'porcupine'! remember to bring her out with us soon!

short days spent with baby nowadays. i wished we had more time but i'm not complaining..better than none! he drove me home today...hopefully more to come! =) u're only human and we all make mistakes...dun be disappointed in yourself k? i'll always be here...!

Workin at customer service was a good experience. dealin with different enquries, seeing artistes or just slacking. haha


had a nice talk with baby...about life and what to expect in our relationship...time is such a tricky factor. it can make or break things. we're still young and learning to handle things the adult way can be trying...but we'll not give up. right baby? i love u

bloody hell...i got rejected by the interviewer! i think she hates me, cos she can feel that i dun really like her. i'm such a loser, fancy failing an interview after so long...and its not like its a high skilled post or something..just a surveyor...grrr! maybe i'm just lousy...forget it. derrick was nice, he called back with another job. working alone again, but its gonna be a good experience.

the past week had been fun! looking forward to our very own mini heritage trail. the holiday's been packed with activities and in between jobs that its gonna be gone soon. the holidays are getting shorter as the semester changes...stupid change in academic calendar.. &%^#%!&$*!~

chatted with the girls for 6 whole hours at mac today. we're such chatterbox....girls, what can u expect? =)

1.Single,taken or crushing??
Ans: Taken

2.Are u happy with ur life now?
Ans: yea. family,friends,love,education.what more can i ask for? except bad karma's been chasing after me. SUAY

3.When you meet the right person,will you fall with him/her fast?:
Ans: If he looks like Beckham or Tay Ping Hui, YES

4.Have you had your heart broken?
Ans: yes

5.Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?

Ans: Never

6.Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
Ans: tricky question.

7.Have you talk to another person about marriage before?

Ans: Yea, girls talk about it all the time.even if they say they dun wanna get married...most of the time its bullshit.. hahaha...like jean cai. lol

8.Do you want children?

Ans: after Xiaoping's description of her experience, i'm having second thoughts.

9.How many?

Ans: if i pluck up enough courage, probably 2

10.Would you consider adoption?

Ans: Nope. cant get over the psychological barrier

11.If someone like you right now,what do you think to let you know his/her feelings?

Ans: Be a man,do the right thing =)

12.Do you enjoy getting into relationships?

Ans: enjoy is a wrong word to use. haha

13.Be honest.What did you and your ex did?

Ans: It's for me to know, and for you to find out. LOL

14.Do you believe in love at first sight?

Ans: Nah

15.Are you romantic?

Ans: Nope. but i want my boyfriend to be! cos i love sweet surprises

16.Do you believe you can change someone?

Ans: if i'm fairy godmother. people change bcos of the environment and if they want to. i might be one of the factor but not the one who changed him/her entirely.

17.If you could marry somewhere,where would it be?

Ans: In singapore, outdoor reception by the sea. Don't like big wedding dinners! but....there must be sharks fin soup! haha

18.Do you easily give in when you're fighting?

Ans: Nope...i'm egoistic and as stubborn as a bull.

19.Do you have feelings for someone right now?

Ans: I have feelings towards everyone. Hatred is also a feeling right? haha

20.Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up?

Ans: i guess so. cant really remember

21.Have you broken a heart?

Ans: I hope i hadn't.

23.Are you missing someone right now?

Ans: Yes! He's sound asleep...

Now you have to ask your 5 friends to do this survey on their blog.Write down their names below.Tag them in their blog to let them know and DON'T stop doing this survey.This survey have been going around.It made people occupied.Get started.And the 5 luckly people are:

Nicholas Hon

Jacqueline

Annabel

Peixuan

Jean Cai (if she ever read this)

i was so caught up with enjoying after 2 days of suffering i forgot to share something here.
i had tried the worst job on earth..no..i should say the worst supervisors on earth! Captains from SWISSOTEL. bloody suckers...they talk down to you, scold you for their own job, push their weight around and best of all...eat and enjoy while they order you to do tough labour. i remember theirs names and they better watch their steps...i'm so pissed with them. wait till ur management hears about your good deeds! its a bad place to do banqueting...horrid.

tanning at sentosa today! shopped at mustafa and walked from there to plaza singapura! i had so much fun...=) silin was so nice to get me free rides... thanks girl!

The Wallet Theory

Wallets are a lot like girls.. You really have to take good care of them because if you don't, something might just happen..
"I know what he meant. I just lost a wallet, and I just lost a girl. You know, it's exactly the same thing.

One day, when you just realize it's gone, you try to look for it everywhere.. even going back to the places where you could have lost it.You think, and you think hard.. only to come upon a grim realization: it's really gone.Of course, you can hold on to some hope. After all, there have been some very, very lucky (blessed?) people who get it back.

Perhaps you could become one of those people. You sit home and you hope that that someone would call and that you would get it back. But then, as time passes, you realize that it's really gone and you know that it's time to let go.

The first few days, you turn to your friends for support. Some tell you you'll be ok, some tell you that it was your fault and that you should have been more careful. Some would tell you about their own experiences.They give you all sorts of advice, none of which you haven't heard before.

You then go out to find a new wallet, only to realize that you don't really want a new one. You want the old one that you lost. No, you don't want all these better-looking wallets. You want yours because you know how comfortable it was and how important it was because of all the cards, pictures and other stuff in it.

You go out and carry on without a wallet by keeping your money in your pocket instead. You throw away stuffs that you would have held on to, if you had your old wallet.
And then, finally, you find a new wallet you like and you start to settle in.You start filling your new wallet, little by little. It still doesn't feel as comfortable as the old one but it's getting there.Then you start putting in cards and pictures and other important stuff in the wallet. Soon enough, there is as much stuff in your new wallet as the old one.

And then, after some time, you feel as comfortable with your new wallet.And then you realize that you've almost forgotten you ever had your old wallet. Sure, you still remember most of the stuff you lost in that wallet. But then again, you don't remember the feeling of hurt that you felt when you lost it.That's because that wallet you lost is no longer your wallet.

You're no longer holding on. This new wallet you're holding has all the important cards, pictures and stuff that you need. This is your wallet. And this time, you tell yourself..
"I'm never losing this one"
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ripped this off somewhere. i felt it made alot of sense. the ending may signify a beginning of something better. think of this story when u're feeling heartbroken.i know when u're in a midst of heartache nothing goes into your ear. but time will heal all wound. it really will.

no one's nursing a heartache or anything, just a really good story i came across.

i fulfilled my wish of going overseas this holiday!

i went to........JB yesterday! u buggers better stop laughing at me..my passport got stamped ok! went there to shop, eat seafood and take cabs with really cheap fares! bought a whole load of local products back and i got checked at immigration and my bubble gums got confiscated! got brought into the office and i thought what they were gonna do, in the end just ask me to sign some stuffs. the officers kept telling me its nothing just gotta destroy the gums.

went hanabi to eat just now...damn damn full now. dunno what's so special bout 2 of us that people kept looking like we were aliens. we kept laughing during the meal until baby choked twice! swimming tomorrow!

randomly, i just started to miss everyone.especially the people from new town.
and how coincidentally i entered a site with Graduation playing in its background.

loads of memories started coming back. The e2/3 graduation party. it was the most heart-wrenching party where girls bawled their hearts out and the guys did a oh-so-silly thing by doing push-ups in the middle of the road to let their sadness out. i guess almost everybody has forgotten it, including myself. just that memory lane decided to haunt me.

the place where i donned my smurf-like blue and white uniform was where most of my first-times happened.

First mischief
First taste of booze
First try at all the silly teenage stuffs
First group of really close friends
First failure
First heartbreak
First love

i miss all those who loved, hate or in one way or another brought memories into my life. A few in particular..though some we might not even contact anymore..i wish somehow our paths will cross again someday.

my tum, my tum
my lovely flabby tum





sit-ups, my best friend

IMF assignment over! It was a boring job and the best thing about it was talking to the security guards and the rest of the people working there. the delegates there were just like the other normal foreigners i;ve seen in other exhibitions except this time i saw ministers and loads of security guard. cant wait for the next job assignment...! i'm so broke...

he's back! he's back! and i got my exam results and i'm very satisfied with it! =) things are gonna get better from here....looking forward to working at IMF and the outdoor event this weekend. I've never taken on 2 jobs in a day...hopefully i will survive!

I still cant believe i'm seeing him once again..after so long. its back to the same old routine of going out, talkin on the phone den quarelling but i'm not complaining..at least he's here with me. better then the past 2 weeks...uber boring that quarrelling would have made my life more interesting. More job lobangs from mr neo and we're all happy!

its been an eventful week. in a good sense i suppose

sat and sun was stayover at van's. we had alot of fun...simply being couch potatoes and gluttons. we barbequed inside her house and i think we nearly engulfed it in smoke! haha...its the company that matters i guess =)


mon-thurs was work! at an event at raffles city convention centre, the Asia-Pacific Petroleum Conference. was working alone without the rest but luckily the people working with me were all nice and they were all from TP too. The job was an eye-opener, my boss and his wife were quite interested in my course and he had HTM interns before too! ohh...i got to usher the minister of trade! Mr Iswaran! okay la...i know not president but i'm happy enough! Got to feel what its like to be incharge of an event with people going up to you with all sorts of problems when ur boss is not around, have lengthy talks with the rich, attend high-end parties. just 4 days and i learnt and seen so much. the experience was more than i could put into words and you could say it was one of my best part-time job because i felt like i was part of the company, not just another temp worker. My boss asked me a few times 'So, do you still want to work in this industry after the experience?' The answer was still a yes, no hesitation. perhaps the people in the company was nice and i was a lucky bitch. i believe no matter how tough the going gets, i'll pull through it! i dun wanna get into a boring industry! wonderful experience =)


SIX more days to my baby's arrival! cant wait, cant wait!!!!! still lookin for part-time jobs...the next one's not until the 16th...i cant stand lazing around! i think its a good time to find out which sector of the hospitality industry i'm really interested and suited for...or maybe it wont even be in the hospitality industry! who know's? nothing's for sure. come back soon okay? i have so much to tell u that happened during the job! weird people i met, freaky incidents, complains, my experience...everything! 6 MORE DAYS!

and girls, thanks for keeping me company! especially van, came down to accompany on 2 occasions, although u had to travel all the way down. your reward is seeing a rare breed of man! haha...i love u girls. pizza was yummylicious!

i love my baby too!

11 more days to the boy's home-coming...


its already 2am...wanted to talk about today's events but it became yesterday, history.

Exams

ended yesterday. i dun feel happiness...just relieved.because my baby's away and i fear the results. i have a bad feeling about accounting.



MASQUED


HTMIG's party was today. well, i had fun la...though i think iG members are the only ones...i think we were all in out own land getting high and all. is just that my mind was always somewhere else...in the faraway land of vietnam i supposed... haha


information overload today. derrick got me a job from mon till thurs next week. den mr neo introduced so many jobs to us today....hopefully it'll keep me occupied till he comes back. that poor boy says he's sunburnt and the room is hot and all...i can almost feel his sufferings. i just constantly wondering what he's doing and how he's doing.. these 14 days are too much for me to bear! Looking forward to stayover in a few hours time! at least my girls are with me and we'll have so much fun!



miss him so much la. the closest i can get to him is his laptop and ipod. counting down every day, hour, min, seconds to his arrival!