sze min said i was misunderstood.
maybe he meant beyond the project incident. i told her, whats matters most is you know you have done nothing wrong and the most important is the end product/result. thank you for standing up for me sweets, your assurance meant more to me than anything else because you've been my group mate for so long and more importantly my lovely friend!

i sat down with sze min and qing for awhile, talking about what we were like and our plans for the future. i wonder how much we visualized would actually come true in future. min said various incidents in poly could have changed my character since year 2..i thought hard about it and figured out it could be because i think that no matter what happens someone will be there for me and support me wholeheartedly. there will still be that someone who wont turn his back on me. so i have decided to peel off that mask and be free. which might lead to my failure in this industry, but....i feel so much real.

p/s: nothing major happened, just girls' talk turned emo. everything will end at this entry alright?