it feels like i'll be gone tomorrow.
i'm missing everyone now..
i wanna cry and miss everyone now
so when the time comes i'll be a strong girl.
please tell me it will work..
i knew i was never strong,
but hey..i can do better than this right?

van says she doesnt wanna cry at the airport.
exact same sentiments.
i think we'll look back 3 years later and laugh our asses off. we'll be like 'Wah liao, it was 3 months also not 3 years!'. I keep telling myself that but i still feel sad. I guess i'm not the type who can drop everything and leave the place i grew up in. Somehow i got this nagging feeling something will crop up and i wont get to go. every slight mistake i make scares me now. it's supposed to be a good year for me...the palm reader's words are coming back to me now...