FRIDAY THE GREAT

I think i just had the best black friday ever! Except for a little morning mishap perhaps.
People get breakfast in bed, i have breakfast in lecture (courtesy of jean with love from sembawang!) My tummy was in for a real treat today with famous delicious food and i had the best steak ever which would put all the ridiculously priced fancy tiny steaks i had to shame! Not forgetting those mouth-watering escargots....i am really satisfied and i think my not so modest tummy can't stop from showing off! and we had this little tour around a few parks, shamelessly having some fun at the obstacle stations & catching couples making out in their cars! I swear i saw this middle-aged man topless lying on top of someone in a very open air carpark. my eyes literally popped out...but he's probably too filled with love to notice anyone looking at him, or is it them? HAHAHA!


A black friday to remember for all the good reasons!

busy busy..
flurry of activities plus projects.
will get my lazy arse back once i settle into the back-to-school momentum (It's been darn bloody long already i know! cny's 1 week break further spoilt me :D)

It just gets worse with each passing day, refusing to fade....
DARK EYE CIRCLES!!

1. Fights that go around in circles
2. American dramas with no educational value

Top causes of shitty eyes!!!!
Could the ox bring me more good things this year please??

Past few events:

2N stayover at my house
O bar
Powerhouse
SG vs Viet soccer match
Porridge & girls' talk

Few more random stuffs in-between...think i had an overdose of booze so much so i forgot how to blog ( i think qing's untouched blog is attributed to the very same reason! hahaha..) only van is still sober enough to know her A-Zs well! Boxing day potluck tomorrow can't wait! Holiday's ending way too soon, but i think i had more than enough fun and merry-making. I'm a happy girl!

It felt like it had been a hectic week and i feel like all my energy have been drained. Must be all the alcohol and masses of people at qing's birthday that sucked all life out of me, but i'm glad the party turned out great and the surprise 'salvaged'.

I was a mess that day, walking around like a headless chicken until now i don't know where i went to the bulk of the time. Which got me into a bit of a mess that led to tears with qing's friend offering me tissues. Utterly embarrassed....but reaffirmed the fact that i'm not a big party kinda person. Firstly i'm a social awkward in such events and i can't prioritise well especially when intoxicated. So i think i owe an apology to my hon, van and jean. Hon darling sorry you were left alone most of the time being the most sober yet had no one for company except to help out here and there & thinking where the hell am i, because i have no idea too! Jean, i dunno if it was my bottoms up that made you so drunk and i didnt even know when you had waken up but i hope i had put you in the right hands. Van van, i realised i forgot brandon was there so you had to be alone to self entertain and fend for yourself, and help send jean into her cab alone. I swear that what seemed like hours to you was like minutes to me and before i know it i was gone for like forever leaving all my dearest to themselves.

So you people please please forgive me for all that has been done in my drunken stupor k? I know it happens all the time when i drink but i didnt mean to abandon any of you. You all matter the most to me...i may have not been there when you needed me but i promise i'll be whenever i'm sober. I'll not drink anymore at big parties....maybe! =)

Time to wipe the dust off this ranting space.

This holiday has been far from monotonous, every week brings about surprises good and bad. Exploring new places, rediscovering the old. I can say the company makes a hell lot of a difference. Our lifestyle has also altered slightly with him being posted to different camps ever so often and with his own transport comes heavier responsibility and a bigger hole in our pockets. The price tag on convenience is hefty but i hope we can do it while indulging in our little splurges.

I do feel a little lost, like suddenly there's no constant in my life. It's like everyday is different, there is no routine or a fixed schedule some days can be really exciting while others i could be just wandering around. Even his posting is not fixed so we'll never know where he'll end up the next day, pretty much like playing amazing race. Even the nitty gritty stuffs like not knowing he doesnt eat roasted pork until now suddenly struck me, prompting me to question myself how well do i actually know this guy whose hands i've held for the past 3 1/2 years. Why at 20 did my life become a rollercoaster ride? Maybe the exciting life which i've always wished for has been granted, i wonder how well i'll do with the changes.


Be careful what you wish for, cos you just might get...

So many things i wanna be which i can't.
So much i wanna know which i doubt i ever will.

Why are we capable of finding flaws in perfection,
seeking fault with the truth? I still believe that no one is in the position to judge what is right or wrong because we live in a world of perceptions. Black and white doesn't exist, only gray.

CRAZY CRAZY WEEK.
Dinners, function, swissotel, partying, bbq.
My freaking dark eye circles makes me scream when i look at myself in the mirror. Amount of sleep i had for the past few days is pathetic. Too much alcohol for the past few weeks and reaching my limit yesterday almost killed me. Taking a break.............till 13th dec! Qing, aren't you excited? =)

For today's party,
BIG thank you to all who came and brought food, made the effort to dress up!
Especially to JACQUELINE KOH ( sucha sweet darling for buying me cute headgears and preparing all the decorations!) TAN PEIXUAN (coordinating the guests, getting dragged by me to party. haha) TO ALL WHO CAME, despite the unique combination, location etc etc. Thanks for being a part of it and making it possible and for the ultra-cute present! I know i was a really really bad 'host', pardon me but i hope all of you had fun or good food at least. =)

People with pictures post on fb or send to me!

Baby's 21st party on saturday was awesome!
Haven't had so much fun in a really long while.
Pre-party px and i got addicted to Wii and started going crazy spinning some hula hoops! and we managed to start the fire and boy were we proud of ourselves for this virgin success. Couldn't entertain the babes while working it out at the pit, sorry girls...........you know i love you =)

food, sabotaging of bday boy,photos, cake-cutting then it was a mad rush down to dbl 0.
the girls had quite abit to drink at the party already(i suspect they polish the entire bottle of gin & even licked it dry) but we had another 2 bottles of whiskey. It was crazy....almost everyone went mad with all the unbelievable antics. HUGS to my girlfriends and baby for the wonderful day! Pictures in fb, pre-party pics below.

Simple pleasures make me smile.
Crazy nights carries all troubles away.

I feel her reading her blog, but i don't want to experience what she's going through, ever. The entries made me cry buckets, what about her, she who has to go through the pain of losing the one she loved so abruptly when they're both supposed to be living the time of their lives. Be strong girl, and i know you already are. I don't think i can ever handle it like you're doing now if it happens to me.

End of exams but can't really cheer because results will be the real test. Just gonna be living life up the way a unruly and immature teen would be.

The world is a very weird place.
the things that happens never fails to surprise me.
If only one day we can all be comfortable in our own skin,
stop pursuing ideals to please the world and leave ourselves behind.
To the times humans began to exist and everyone walked around stark naked without a care in the world not having to fear if anyone's staring at their leopard print shirt or if their 300 bucks jeans has been seen by the half the universe. Join the back to basics evolution! Stay true, go bare.

For the first time ever, i went to soak up the halloween spirit.
Nothing much though, besides having Jack Sparrow, angels and mad scientists dancing along to the music and the seriously looongggggg queue!! I can't imagine how it must be like for those prettily dressed folks, perspiring like mad with their costumes on. I think i had too much to drink and embarrassed myself way too much in front of people whom i had met for the very first time.




I feel my life's gonna change, there's never been so much going on. No doubt we're all very realistic people though it sucks to know the truth.

I wanna lay on the beach all day and just watch the world pass me by.

Where have you been my soul?
The one that never does anything she doesn't like,
live by the rules that only the ghost inside her knows.
With determination so strong for the things she wants,
Just where are you? Come back to me please....




If only everyday could be this picture of joy. I'll throw away all reservations, in search of my elusive passion. With all the riches in the world, pursue my material needs, drink tea with girlfriends and walk down the aisle with my darling boy.



I need 10th nov to pass me by real quick.

What's a girl to do with zilch motivation 5 days to her exams?

1) Blame the rain for wetting her pants and shoes and making her look like a fool on the train.
2) Get angry with nutty bus drivers that stands up in the midst of a red light talking at the top of his voice in her direction shrieking "You don't mind stand up and let the uncle sit can? This seat is meant for them" when there are more seats further back the bus.


Hate the rain, hate bus drivers, hate my crazy mobile that failed on me, hate lonely days with no boyfriend to bitch to, hate how insensitive and monotonous guys can be, hate hate hate school.
=((((((((

I think i'm pushing my luck a little too far.
I should really really start hitting the books and quit procrastinating! Very unmotivated... i hope i'll wake up by the start of next week if not i'm so dead.

Driving today was really weird. First it was so sunny i could barely keep my eyes open, then it started pouring so heavily i couldn't even see the lane markings! And the instructor, kinda weird today too. After lunch with Px went to check out some stuffs and the assistant manager was really helpful and nice. He helped with check like umpteen times regarding my endless requests and even gave me a sample even though i had offered to pay for it. I can't say the same for his colleague though, giving me the ' because of you we're short-handed now' kinda stare. She didn't even bother to smile at any customers, worked like the world owed her a living. I'm feeling like a bitch, have the urge to drop a feedback. Hurhurhur....

Some Photofunia loving....

PEEKTURES!
Random and not in order. From Baby's POP parade, brekos with lovelies, brekos with NP friends, walk home with px and dinner with NP people again.

Somehow kenneth took my words seriously and approached a Bangladeshi worker to have pictures taken with him and he totally loves him! Haha...alittle too much fun involving them in our photos (mostly in the background though). Caught a random movie with them after lunch which was a chinese remake of Cellular then Px and i went for dinner at Gluttons Bay which is totally apt for me as i've been a real glutton of late!

P/S: Word Challenge on FB is damn addictive. Go try it!












Our new found friend! Some coke zero loving bangla.
P/s: Kenneth's best bud

Horribly tired but i can't seem to sleep early. Too many late nights and its hard to revert back again.

Past 2 weekends were great. Chocolate's surprise party and amazing Qing driving us all around. She's getting pretty damn good i must say! Thank you babe for sending me home like umpteen times =) Friday was Brekos with the babes which nearly shortened our lives with too much attention in the wrong way. Sat was Brekos again with NP guys followed by walking to Anchorpoint to meet up with Eddie till about 2am then me and Px walked back to my house from there again. It was like a freaking sauna, talked a little and woke up for lunch the next day. Cooked pasta, rosti, baked salmon and portobello mushrooms for dinner! Totally delicious can....if i say so! Hahaha...

I'm loving it.

The weekend rocked anyway!

lovelovelove

I love You, You, You and You!

You for going back and forth just to take my pad for me, and supporting me through the tough times.

You for always being there for me listening to my woes when you have more than enough stress and migraine, and simply being you.

You for coming all the way down just to pass me chrysanthemum for my throat, and always there for me whenever i need.

and You for having to put up with my horrid schedule now and waste the precious 12 days away without being TOO mean about it (=P), always there for me through laughter and sorrows.


Life can never get you down with people like them. The key to happiness is to simply express yourself and listen to others, honesty is a well-appreciated trait, and even if there's any difference in opinion at the end of the day people who love you only want to help you when trust is present.

Blog links gone...thanks to itchy fingers =(


Everything going on has been seemingly unreal.
how things start falling into place, and somehow my future is unfolding. I don't know how to explain, its just that i'm not used to certainty. trying to morph into a full-grown adult in Sg is harder...i'm still sheltered and there's no way to fly. do think about it alot, whether i should have followed my sisters' footstep and probably i'll have their confidence, eloquent, street-smart traits now. I still want to venture overseas for work when the time is ripe. Explore Europe all over again to relieve the hazy memories, visit Arjun in the States, take in the beauty of Maldives all over again and just run through the globe.

Finally, i seem to have a better perspective. Goodnight world and i'll bring my lovely dreams with me.