a long wait

i'm finally gonna start work at the airport. from tomorrow till next thurs. for 8 days i shall be slogging my life away and be isolated from the outside world. haha.


these 2 days were simply wonderful! i'm a happy girl...if only life could be like this all my life...=)

untitled

was reading through quite a few blogs and it's interesting that so many are questioning bout the innocence of life and how it tainted the lives of teenagers.


-smoking only after 18
-drinking only after 18
-doing drugs
-staying a virgin till marriage

there's something in us that wish to hide the ugly truth from the people whom we think cares for us. do you really know ur best friend? or is she hiding some horrific truth from u which u'll grimace at the thought of it? is it fair to blame everything on society for the things we rebellious teenagers do nowadays. seriously i don't know anyone around me who hasnt had a drip of alcohol before 18. why are we trying so hard to challenge the laws and go against our parent's wishes? why have i become what i am? trying hard to find back the innocence of life once again

*burp*

had buffet lunch at shangri-la's The Line finally! the food's pretty good, worth the price i suppose. the sight of the chocolate fountain with not just any lousy cadbury or what not chocolate but top grade semi-dark choc was just irresistible! den dinner went with nicholas and his family to miramar for buffet AGAIN.

how not to get fatter and fatter and u tell me??? i feel like an overblown ballon. but i'll die a happy girl anyway =)

friends, food, booze, fun

went out with the np people today. lunched at pepper lunch, procceded to marche for more food and drinks (yes i know we sound like gluttons!) chit chat, gossiped and updated about our lives..
after that, most of the guys went cine to play lan so peixuan, yuen yun, weijie and I went to balcony to chill out. drank, ate, talk cock den we went home. i think i should stop drinking.. bad bad bad. haha

.

sometimes u just keep crying but you end up not knowing what u're exactly crying over. but the tears just keep flowing

all clear

i'm like supposed to start work on thurs but it has been delayed till now! they are in the midst of applying for the airport pass and i guess i wont be starting work tomorrow either. my consultant hasnt called me yet. sighs, thats 4 days of pay gone. everyday its just shopping and wasting my time away.


got back my results yesterday. pretty happy as i cleared all..though my results were not near to fantastic, all Bs and Cs. TO my friends who did not do well don't feel so upset alright? i've been through it, i know the feeling sucks but brooding over it won't make things better. just study for the supp paper and clear it! i'll be there for u =)

uber bored

shopping with annabel at icon/bugis junction/bugis village
bought a belt and got my brows done.
so worried about him! job's not exactly easy and he's falling sick..
why do we have to work so hard. all because of money!
its not exactly wrong when people say that money makes the world go round...

some people never learn...

GOOD NEWS:


i got into the Sony job! will be promoting the new Sony A1000 and A3000 Walkman in Changi Airport's transit area. Anyone interested do tell me alright? its tax free for my side! haha. elimination for this job was horrible..like some reality tv show. but on the down side, i wont be working with someone my age. boo




BAD STUFFS:


some fucking moron ruined my day. the use of vulgarities very pretty much shows how pissed i am. people who do things all in their way, speaks like an angel but displays action not worthy to be spoken of. lessons learnt in school didnt really help u eh? ah..now i must really calm down. remember the golden words of my friends. why should i bother and get angry over people/things that don't really matter to me? shall have a nice sleep and dream bout the things to do with the money i'll get for working hard! *beams*




INTERESTING STUFFS:


ong zhong teck actually went to the same Sony interview with me and we both got it. and we both only knew bout it yesterday in the wee hours of the morning! it all started with a simple conversation about whether we're employed or not. It got both of us so excited and shocked at the coincidence.we pretended not to know each other at the interview but still blew our cover. he's working at sim lim and me changi airport. how small can singapore get? =)

=D

I AM A HAPPY GIRL.
nah, dun ask why because i don't know either. Euphoria with a capital E !
more interviews to come. please let me get thru the Sony one! Not the best pay among the lot nor the best deal, it just appeals to me somehow.

now will you please excuse me while i go blog-surfing (and unravel all the gossips! muhahaha...)

my holidays

still days and days of slacking. hanging out with poly friends and catching up with old friends. had fun yesterday with annabel and peixuan. Shopping and lots of eating.. haha. we tried sake and boy did we go high! We were laughing and talking quite loudly..i'm pretty sure.The manager came and talk to us and cracked some jokes bout passing us some booze 'at the back'. It was really quite alot of fun to hang out with those girls again..just finding out the going-ons in each other's life.


current status: unemployed
=(

not going too well

mum refuses to give me money, no job, there's practically nothing to do everyday, waiting for doom's day (results!)

how bad can this holiday get?

i've got hole in my pocket, my pocket, my pocket....

the unavoidable

its not the first time we quarrelled, nor the second or the third nor.......
i've lost count but still i'm not used to quarrelling. it comes in a package in a relationship and its the worst thing to be included. its alot of hard work when u put two different individuals together, in the end we all just want it to never end. its exhausting but i'm not giving up.

everything's fine now but like him, i hate this repetitive process. blame it on the similarity of our personalities. we're still at our learning stage...9 months and counting, we'll make it better with each step we take =)

girls should learn to talk less and guys should learn to listen more. haha. i love u!

OVER

the subject says it all. its OVER! shall not brood over the results for now. went out with the girls to billy bombers and over to esplanade's roof terrace. had a really good time! so much laughter and thoughts shared. now i need a job to fill my holidays and my pocket! praying hard i'll pass all my modules...

fear factor - exams!

3 down 1 more to go!!! i risked my hands for POM today. hahas. wrote and wrote and wrote....but still high chance of doing badly. but whatever..its over! hopefully all the last min mugging will get me at least a pass. i dun wanna come back for supplementary paper during the holidays..hell no! macroeconomics on friday and....woot! and i need a job for the holidays! available from 27/02/06 preferably 6/hr and above... haha...give me a tinkle if u've got any. especially annabel lim! got a whole load of lobang the other time...remember hor! =D

system down

sick. sick. sick.
tomorrow's the start of exams!! how?
feeling so urgh.

fetish for attention?

what would it take for you to set eyes lookin at you? its really amazing to see the things ppl will do to capture the attention of others. crying works pretty well, esp if u want to look like a lost kid in the mall...its guaranteed to set eyes looking. as we progress on u'll be amazed to see the kinda things ppl will do to get attention. it might not be a bad thing afterall but some really try too hard. once in awhile and maybe we ourselves do realise it, u'll get to hear comments that htm students enjoy being showered with attention if not why do they love presentations and voicing their opinions so much even when its not needed. I dunno what i'm driving at now...got bowled over by the moon and possibly rattling nonsense now but one thing clear in my mind is i hate attention seekers who thrive on the sympathies of others. act like the damsel in distress or like u're being bullied when u're obivously in the wrong. get a life


9 months down in htm. the path i've been wishing for since 15, everything's pretty on the surface, course related modules which i enjoy maybe the occasional bus stats and econs which pisses me off, all else seems fine. fellow course mates, dun dig me if u happen to read this and disagree with what i'm gonna say, its purely just my opinion. i feel there's a whole lot of hypocrisy beneath this beautiful picture. the competition's so strong and the urge to emerge as the best seems so important that you no longer hold the trust. public relations....yes...to maintain good ties with all your course mates cos u never know who u're gonna work with in future. this reality, so long known to me but makes me hate myself for doing so sometimes. my best consolation? amidst all these, true friendship still exists. i love the girls, they are the ones who wont smile at you then stab you in the back. they'll not try to beat you at every tests, exams,project but instead lend you a helping hand. you girls know who u are...and i believe u're here to stay. prove me right =)

just a post so random

once again

a blog...after so long! it's one of my valentine's gift from him =) yesterday was a simple affair but i enjoyed it through and through! he did a D-I-Y frame for the puzzle we did together last time, a photo frame with his picture,the same heart-shaped rocher chocs i got for him and of cos this blog. i loved every one of it!

went back tp to study today..still not really in the mood yet but do i have a choice if i wanna pass all my modules? sick and studying doesnt go together too...it always happen when my examinations are near..just my luck i suppose!