the holidays is off to a bad start.
i'm sitting on my ass most of the time with no job, money and fun.
i hate this feeling. it's been only what....2 days?
if i still can't find a job, can i at least find some fun with no money?
Friday, May 08, 2009
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
maybe this blog should go.
it could be laziness that caught up with me,
or the amazing facebook phenomena that has taken too much of my time online.
or simply the joy of reading up on the nuggets of other's people's life, preferring to have my own more private life with no need for a virtual ranting , hopefully forever.
for the few that do visit, i'll be back soon!
till then, project & exams await.
xoxo
it could be laziness that caught up with me,
or the amazing facebook phenomena that has taken too much of my time online.
or simply the joy of reading up on the nuggets of other's people's life, preferring to have my own more private life with no need for a virtual ranting , hopefully forever.
for the few that do visit, i'll be back soon!
till then, project & exams await.
xoxo
Saturday, February 14, 2009
FRIDAY THE GREAT
I think i just had the best black friday ever! Except for a little morning mishap perhaps.
People get breakfast in bed, i have breakfast in lecture (courtesy of jean with love from sembawang!) My tummy was in for a real treat today with famous delicious food and i had the best steak ever which would put all the ridiculously priced fancy tiny steaks i had to shame! Not forgetting those mouth-watering escargots....i am really satisfied and i think my not so modest tummy can't stop from showing off! and we had this little tour around a few parks, shamelessly having some fun at the obstacle stations & catching couples making out in their cars! I swear i saw this middle-aged man topless lying on top of someone in a very open air carpark. my eyes literally popped out...but he's probably too filled with love to notice anyone looking at him, or is it them? HAHAHA!
A black friday to remember for all the good reasons!
I think i just had the best black friday ever! Except for a little morning mishap perhaps.
People get breakfast in bed, i have breakfast in lecture (courtesy of jean with love from sembawang!) My tummy was in for a real treat today with famous delicious food and i had the best steak ever which would put all the ridiculously priced fancy tiny steaks i had to shame! Not forgetting those mouth-watering escargots....i am really satisfied and i think my not so modest tummy can't stop from showing off! and we had this little tour around a few parks, shamelessly having some fun at the obstacle stations & catching couples making out in their cars! I swear i saw this middle-aged man topless lying on top of someone in a very open air carpark. my eyes literally popped out...but he's probably too filled with love to notice anyone looking at him, or is it them? HAHAHA!
A black friday to remember for all the good reasons!
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Friday, January 30, 2009
Friday, December 26, 2008
Past few events:
2N stayover at my house
O bar
Powerhouse
SG vs Viet soccer match
Porridge & girls' talk
Few more random stuffs in-between...think i had an overdose of booze so much so i forgot how to blog ( i think qing's untouched blog is attributed to the very same reason! hahaha..) only van is still sober enough to know her A-Zs well! Boxing day potluck tomorrow can't wait! Holiday's ending way too soon, but i think i had more than enough fun and merry-making. I'm a happy girl!
2N stayover at my house
O bar
Powerhouse
SG vs Viet soccer match
Porridge & girls' talk
Few more random stuffs in-between...think i had an overdose of booze so much so i forgot how to blog ( i think qing's untouched blog is attributed to the very same reason! hahaha..) only van is still sober enough to know her A-Zs well! Boxing day potluck tomorrow can't wait! Holiday's ending way too soon, but i think i had more than enough fun and merry-making. I'm a happy girl!
Monday, December 15, 2008
It felt like it had been a hectic week and i feel like all my energy have been drained. Must be all the alcohol and masses of people at qing's birthday that sucked all life out of me, but i'm glad the party turned out great and the surprise 'salvaged'.
I was a mess that day, walking around like a headless chicken until now i don't know where i went to the bulk of the time. Which got me into a bit of a mess that led to tears with qing's friend offering me tissues. Utterly embarrassed....but reaffirmed the fact that i'm not a big party kinda person. Firstly i'm a social awkward in such events and i can't prioritise well especially when intoxicated. So i think i owe an apology to my hon, van and jean. Hon darling sorry you were left alone most of the time being the most sober yet had no one for company except to help out here and there & thinking where the hell am i, because i have no idea too! Jean, i dunno if it was my bottoms up that made you so drunk and i didnt even know when you had waken up but i hope i had put you in the right hands. Van van, i realised i forgot brandon was there so you had to be alone to self entertain and fend for yourself, and help send jean into her cab alone. I swear that what seemed like hours to you was like minutes to me and before i know it i was gone for like forever leaving all my dearest to themselves.
So you people please please forgive me for all that has been done in my drunken stupor k? I know it happens all the time when i drink but i didnt mean to abandon any of you. You all matter the most to me...i may have not been there when you needed me but i promise i'll be whenever i'm sober. I'll not drink anymore at big parties....maybe! =)
I was a mess that day, walking around like a headless chicken until now i don't know where i went to the bulk of the time. Which got me into a bit of a mess that led to tears with qing's friend offering me tissues. Utterly embarrassed....but reaffirmed the fact that i'm not a big party kinda person. Firstly i'm a social awkward in such events and i can't prioritise well especially when intoxicated. So i think i owe an apology to my hon, van and jean. Hon darling sorry you were left alone most of the time being the most sober yet had no one for company except to help out here and there & thinking where the hell am i, because i have no idea too! Jean, i dunno if it was my bottoms up that made you so drunk and i didnt even know when you had waken up but i hope i had put you in the right hands. Van van, i realised i forgot brandon was there so you had to be alone to self entertain and fend for yourself, and help send jean into her cab alone. I swear that what seemed like hours to you was like minutes to me and before i know it i was gone for like forever leaving all my dearest to themselves.
So you people please please forgive me for all that has been done in my drunken stupor k? I know it happens all the time when i drink but i didnt mean to abandon any of you. You all matter the most to me...i may have not been there when you needed me but i promise i'll be whenever i'm sober. I'll not drink anymore at big parties....maybe! =)
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Time to wipe the dust off this ranting space.
This holiday has been far from monotonous, every week brings about surprises good and bad. Exploring new places, rediscovering the old. I can say the company makes a hell lot of a difference. Our lifestyle has also altered slightly with him being posted to different camps ever so often and with his own transport comes heavier responsibility and a bigger hole in our pockets. The price tag on convenience is hefty but i hope we can do it while indulging in our little splurges.
I do feel a little lost, like suddenly there's no constant in my life. It's like everyday is different, there is no routine or a fixed schedule some days can be really exciting while others i could be just wandering around. Even his posting is not fixed so we'll never know where he'll end up the next day, pretty much like playing amazing race. Even the nitty gritty stuffs like not knowing he doesnt eat roasted pork until now suddenly struck me, prompting me to question myself how well do i actually know this guy whose hands i've held for the past 3 1/2 years. Why at 20 did my life become a rollercoaster ride? Maybe the exciting life which i've always wished for has been granted, i wonder how well i'll do with the changes.
Be careful what you wish for, cos you just might get...
This holiday has been far from monotonous, every week brings about surprises good and bad. Exploring new places, rediscovering the old. I can say the company makes a hell lot of a difference. Our lifestyle has also altered slightly with him being posted to different camps ever so often and with his own transport comes heavier responsibility and a bigger hole in our pockets. The price tag on convenience is hefty but i hope we can do it while indulging in our little splurges.
I do feel a little lost, like suddenly there's no constant in my life. It's like everyday is different, there is no routine or a fixed schedule some days can be really exciting while others i could be just wandering around. Even his posting is not fixed so we'll never know where he'll end up the next day, pretty much like playing amazing race. Even the nitty gritty stuffs like not knowing he doesnt eat roasted pork until now suddenly struck me, prompting me to question myself how well do i actually know this guy whose hands i've held for the past 3 1/2 years. Why at 20 did my life become a rollercoaster ride? Maybe the exciting life which i've always wished for has been granted, i wonder how well i'll do with the changes.
Be careful what you wish for, cos you just might get...
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
So many things i wanna be which i can't.
So much i wanna know which i doubt i ever will.
Why are we capable of finding flaws in perfection,
seeking fault with the truth? I still believe that no one is in the position to judge what is right or wrong because we live in a world of perceptions. Black and white doesn't exist, only gray.
So much i wanna know which i doubt i ever will.
Why are we capable of finding flaws in perfection,
seeking fault with the truth? I still believe that no one is in the position to judge what is right or wrong because we live in a world of perceptions. Black and white doesn't exist, only gray.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
CRAZY CRAZY WEEK.
Dinners, function, swissotel, partying, bbq.
My freaking dark eye circles makes me scream when i look at myself in the mirror. Amount of sleep i had for the past few days is pathetic. Too much alcohol for the past few weeks and reaching my limit yesterday almost killed me. Taking a break.............till 13th dec! Qing, aren't you excited? =)
For today's party,
BIG thank you to all who came and brought food, made the effort to dress up!
Especially to JACQUELINE KOH ( sucha sweet darling for buying me cute headgears and preparing all the decorations!) TAN PEIXUAN (coordinating the guests, getting dragged by me to party. haha) TO ALL WHO CAME, despite the unique combination, location etc etc. Thanks for being a part of it and making it possible and for the ultra-cute present! I know i was a really really bad 'host', pardon me but i hope all of you had fun or good food at least. =)
People with pictures post on fb or send to me!
Dinners, function, swissotel, partying, bbq.
My freaking dark eye circles makes me scream when i look at myself in the mirror. Amount of sleep i had for the past few days is pathetic. Too much alcohol for the past few weeks and reaching my limit yesterday almost killed me. Taking a break.............till 13th dec! Qing, aren't you excited? =)
For today's party,
BIG thank you to all who came and brought food, made the effort to dress up!
Especially to JACQUELINE KOH ( sucha sweet darling for buying me cute headgears and preparing all the decorations!) TAN PEIXUAN (coordinating the guests, getting dragged by me to party. haha) TO ALL WHO CAME, despite the unique combination, location etc etc. Thanks for being a part of it and making it possible and for the ultra-cute present! I know i was a really really bad 'host', pardon me but i hope all of you had fun or good food at least. =)
People with pictures post on fb or send to me!
Monday, November 17, 2008
Baby's 21st party on saturday was awesome!
Haven't had so much fun in a really long while.
Pre-party px and i got addicted to Wii and started going crazy spinning some hula hoops! and we managed to start the fire and boy were we proud of ourselves for this virgin success. Couldn't entertain the babes while working it out at the pit, sorry girls...........you know i love you =)
food, sabotaging of bday boy,photos, cake-cutting then it was a mad rush down to dbl 0.
the girls had quite abit to drink at the party already(i suspect they polish the entire bottle of gin & even licked it dry) but we had another 2 bottles of whiskey. It was crazy....almost everyone went mad with all the unbelievable antics. HUGS to my girlfriends and baby for the wonderful day! Pictures in fb, pre-party pics below.
Haven't had so much fun in a really long while.
Pre-party px and i got addicted to Wii and started going crazy spinning some hula hoops! and we managed to start the fire and boy were we proud of ourselves for this virgin success. Couldn't entertain the babes while working it out at the pit, sorry girls...........you know i love you =)
food, sabotaging of bday boy,photos, cake-cutting then it was a mad rush down to dbl 0.
the girls had quite abit to drink at the party already(i suspect they polish the entire bottle of gin & even licked it dry) but we had another 2 bottles of whiskey. It was crazy....almost everyone went mad with all the unbelievable antics. HUGS to my girlfriends and baby for the wonderful day! Pictures in fb, pre-party pics below.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Simple pleasures make me smile.
Crazy nights carries all troubles away.
I feel her reading her blog, but i don't want to experience what she's going through, ever. The entries made me cry buckets, what about her, she who has to go through the pain of losing the one she loved so abruptly when they're both supposed to be living the time of their lives. Be strong girl, and i know you already are. I don't think i can ever handle it like you're doing now if it happens to me.
End of exams but can't really cheer because results will be the real test. Just gonna be living life up the way a unruly and immature teen would be.
Crazy nights carries all troubles away.
I feel her reading her blog, but i don't want to experience what she's going through, ever. The entries made me cry buckets, what about her, she who has to go through the pain of losing the one she loved so abruptly when they're both supposed to be living the time of their lives. Be strong girl, and i know you already are. I don't think i can ever handle it like you're doing now if it happens to me.
End of exams but can't really cheer because results will be the real test. Just gonna be living life up the way a unruly and immature teen would be.
Sunday, November 09, 2008
The world is a very weird place.
the things that happens never fails to surprise me.
If only one day we can all be comfortable in our own skin,
stop pursuing ideals to please the world and leave ourselves behind.
To the times humans began to exist and everyone walked around stark naked without a care in the world not having to fear if anyone's staring at their leopard print shirt or if their 300 bucks jeans has been seen by the half the universe. Join the back to basics evolution! Stay true, go bare.
the things that happens never fails to surprise me.
If only one day we can all be comfortable in our own skin,
stop pursuing ideals to please the world and leave ourselves behind.
To the times humans began to exist and everyone walked around stark naked without a care in the world not having to fear if anyone's staring at their leopard print shirt or if their 300 bucks jeans has been seen by the half the universe. Join the back to basics evolution! Stay true, go bare.
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